Praise Him anyway

The Whys of CUSD hair and shorts policies seem somewhat trivial when laid next to the possibility of my husband being laid off this week. The program he works in is ending. He's been told they want him on a different program, but that program has yet to start. What does he do in the mean time? We are making our first house payment on the 1st. What about health insurance? and the stupidly expensive cell phone they had him get and said they'd pay for each month? What about the vacation that was just booked this morning? Not to mention the other gazillion bills we have.

God is in control, I know that, it just doesn't feel like it. But we choose to praise Him anyway! Praise Him in the storm, as Casting Crowns sings about. He's there. I just have this glitch in me that for whatever reason, needs to figure out the details, I like to know the whys and hows of things, I like to know the plan. I don't like to be caught off guard, as I was today. I don't like to not feel in control.